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Too Hot For That Jacket by ASadSadEmoChic Too Hot For That Jacket :iconasadsademochic:ASadSadEmoChic 1 2 Take Me Home Please by ASadSadEmoChic Take Me Home Please :iconasadsademochic:ASadSadEmoChic 5 1 Cotton Candy Lips by ASadSadEmoChic Cotton Candy Lips :iconasadsademochic:ASadSadEmoChic 3 0 Sweet Girl, Bad Girl by ASadSadEmoChic
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Sweet Girl, Bad Girl :iconasadsademochic:ASadSadEmoChic 2 10
Hugging a Knee to My Chest by ASadSadEmoChic
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Hugging a Knee to My Chest :iconasadsademochic:ASadSadEmoChic 3 13
Quick Selfie Before I Head Home! by ASadSadEmoChic Quick Selfie Before I Head Home! :iconasadsademochic:ASadSadEmoChic 3 2 After Math Work Selfie! by ASadSadEmoChic After Math Work Selfie! :iconasadsademochic:ASadSadEmoChic 1 3 Headed Out To a Show! by ASadSadEmoChic Headed Out To a Show! :iconasadsademochic:ASadSadEmoChic 5 17
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Don't Think Me Selfish :iconasadsademochic:ASadSadEmoChic 0 0
Literature
All For YOU, Nothing For me
I spent a week
Realizing some
Unchangeable truths.
I did
What felt right
And was
Right.
You,
Instead,
Buried your head
In the sand
And refused to
Listen.
You painted me
The bad guy
When I was doing
What was sure
To occur
In the future.
Yes,
We have
Similarities.
We also have
Differences.
Your emotions,
Eventually,
Exhaust me.
But no, I’m selfish
For trying
To amend that,
For doing the
Right thing
Because you claim
My logic
Balances
Your emotions.
All at
My own
Expense.
While
You benefit,
I’m tired.
I grate and
Screech
Against the
Ground,
My feet
Bloody and
Sore.
You’re clingy,
And I’m
Independent.
The physical contact
Drives me away,
Makes me
Uncomfortable.
But you want affection,
Need it,
And I should
Be the one
To sacrifice myself
For it.
For you.
I should
Bleed for
You
And ask nothing
In return.
I tried to do
What was right
For me
Long-term,
For us
Long-term,
Because it
Was healthy,
Emotionally
And mentally.
But I was wrong.
Everyone will agree,
I was wrong.
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Literature
The Exception
I’m sorry
I’m imperfect.
I know that sounds
Like I’m begging
For attention,
Aching for pity.
But I’m not.
No, I’m not
That kind
Of person.
No no no,
I’m the kind
Of person
Who finds happiness
In ways others deem
Unorthodox.
Things that are
Odd,
Destructive,
Mental,
Sick.
I smile and giggle,
My mind not where
It is normally.
And you don’t
Like that.
And you wouldn’t
Say it
To my
Face.
Everything in me
Wants to
Shut the door,
Shut you up,
Shut you out.
I want to pretend
Your face
Never existed
In my perception
Of the world.
And oh god,
Do I want to.
I want to act
On every small
Impulse,
Keep you
Out of sight
And
Out of mind.
But no,
And you should
Consider yourself
Lucky.
I know it’s
Been years.
We’ve known
Each other
For that long.
And for you,
_For you,_
I’ll stop,
And I’ll think,
And I’ll try to
Shoot down my
Usual cold,
Self-preserving logic
In favor
Of logic
That includes more
Than myself.
I am an
Opportun
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Literature
Pure Necessity, Not Anymore
Stuck together
Out of pure necessity.
Well, not anymore.
Get away from me,
And please, stay away from me.
You’re not welcome here.
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Happ and Happy by ASadSadEmoChic Happ and Happy :iconasadsademochic:ASadSadEmoChic 0 6
Literature
Nothing To Return To
    Inky had considered many options over the past few months. She never wanted to give up on herself, even though she knew she was a damaged, wasted effort. She thought of sitting in the living room floor one last time, Spencer out for the day and giddy over the good news after they’d tried again, the walls surrounding her burning and releasing every little horror they saw in the putrefied air outside. She would sigh calmly, a cookie in her hand as flames licked at her feathers. But no, she wouldn’t die. She knew she wouldn’t. Not like that anymore.
    So she opened the door one final time, and stepped outside, her eyes looking up into the full moon. She knew her older sister Ruby would be racing about, a wolf once more, and she swallowed thickly. She wanted to say something to her, but she knew that at the moment, she had more important things to do. She knew she had to build a structure to follow, and once she had some stabi
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Wet Hair, Headed to Class by ASadSadEmoChic Wet Hair, Headed to Class :iconasadsademochic:ASadSadEmoChic 4 14 Purple Lipstick Aesthetic by ASadSadEmoChic Purple Lipstick Aesthetic :iconasadsademochic:ASadSadEmoChic 0 2
Things I've managed to make despite how useless everything seems.

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Some Questions For Me.
Write the rules. (Or copy and paste them, whichever you prefer.)
Write 13 things about yourself.
Answer 13 things asked by the person who tagged you, and make your own 13 questions.
Tag 13 deviants. Make sure they know they are tagged.
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1. I hardly ever drink soda anymore, just water or milk. I only drink soda on weekends or holidays. 
2. The only pop I do drink is ginger-flavored (my favorite). 
3. I'm a stagehand. 
4. I only play indie games. 
5. I'm never bothered by heat or cold. 
6. My first "job" was as a painter. 
7. Cats are my only kryptonite  
8. I would prefer to live lower-class than middle class.  
9. I still prefer the old square television sets (technically the aspect ratio is 4:3, but it looks square, so screw it) mainly because they've been around longer. Plus you can put stuff on top of them. 
10. I eat fast food
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Kankri X Reader 50 Shades of NOPE
Kankri had barely read a whole page before he slammed the book down on the coffee table, his cheeks flushing candy red and his eyes betraying annoyance. Uh-oh. The book has incurred the wrath of the Vantas.
"This is n9t a true relati9nship! He sh9uld treat his s9 called 'matesprit'-and I hesitate t9 call her as such d9 t9 the abh9rrent way he was treating her-"
"Kanny-"
Oh but he was on a roll.
"And as f9r the rest 9f the su6ject matter-"
You know your matesprit too well to believe that he'll stop any time soon but you want to make a point. Cue you shoving the next page into the Cancer's face. There is several seconds of silence as he reads the words, his brow furrowing before leaping back as a surprised look envelops his whole face.
"Triggered."
"Kan-"
"I cann9t 6elieve..."
"Ka-"
"Please excuse me f9r a m9ment, [Name]."
Kankri held out his hands for the book, waiting for you to put the book in his grasp before he walked off into
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Annaivri Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday! socks the cat- nYA by paw-kitten
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ASadSadEmoChic Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you!
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You're welcome. :aww:
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's that time of the year again and your special day is (technically) here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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Happy birthday! :D
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